First time we hear the babys heartbeat!!

So exciting!! Today we heard the babys heartbeat for the first time! I think that my heart stopped when I heard it! I teared up a bit but what can you do right? It's our creation and it is so wonderful to know that it lives inside of me! That little jelly bean! 

Someone please help

ugh ok so today has been a long day for me.

Making appointments is no fun especially if I was out making them instead of calling...

I hate calling 

I never understand what they say and they don't ever seem to understand me through the phone

and now

my back is killing me

so hard to find a doctor (OBGYN)

I wanted a girl but there only seems to be guys

not good for me

so awesome though

I'm ready for this baby and I have a long ways to go but I will keep ya'll posted...